My diary,my escape...
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Sometimes, I really dont understand...
...dont understand anotha human's mindset. How can one be all caring and concerned fer a particular person and the next min, shove he/she aside. Gah..I dont really knw how ta make u readers understand wat im trying ta convey. But well, Im just troubled by how human can be so fickle bout wat he/she truly wants.

Well.well.enough of bout how I feel etc..
Im meetin Qing darling later ta catch WANTED! yea!!!



Im currently freaking bored out at hm.Wanted ta watch Sex and the City movie once agn frm online..but I cudnt find the stupid link ta the video.*&^%E$%^%#$%^%*!!! Grrrrrrrrrrr....

So anyway..I just finished my crazy 溏心风暴 marathon..This HK drama series is superbly nice la..Its all bout Love,wealth,friendship and family. Its totally worthy fer all the late night sleeps...haha...=p





below are some pics tt were taken on the Phuture night =)





BABES!!! tt night was fun..cant wait fer the next one =)


Friday, June 20, 2008
Indescribable feeling
Woke up at ard 10plus with my sch's outstanding fee in my head.I'VE FORGOTTEN TA PASS THE CHEQUE TA THE SCH!and its been due fer bout 4 days!! and I heard tt i'll have ta pay xtra 100bucks fer late payment.Its weird tt i suddenly thot of tt.but the thot of my mum screaming into my ears horrifies me.LOL.cos she passed the cheque ta me wks ago.haha.so anyway..went down ta my sch regarding some sch matters and fer the payment.

Next, Manda dear and I went ta Ocean towers fer TRUE YOGA interview.And both of us were hired ta a telemarketing post each.I was practically smiling like an idiot on my way back ta bishan..Once i met Kylie, i proudly told her bout how gd the pay was and stuff..and den we headed over ta NO.1 SALON ta cut our hair..Kylie cut and dyed her hair..wif blonde highlights..althou i left befer i cud see the final results, she told me on msn tt it turned out great!and im glad fer her!!!=)

but anyway..while i was doing my haircut,my mama's bf called ta inform me bout TRUE YOGA.warning me ta beware of this company as many forums have been discussing on how they psycho ppl into joinin and when they join,the package tt they signed up doesnt really works the way they signed.i dont wanna comment so much..and i didnt wanna believe it initially.so once i gt home,i went ta a yoga forum.and true enough,many,and i mean MANY MANY ppl were discussing their unhappiness bout the way the company follow up with their members.Im like....URGHS.U knw how shitty im feeling currently?TOTALLY INDESCRIBABLE.like.FINALLY,i gt myself a job.and den...my mama's bf tells me tt they might nt pay my salary on time and stuff...well..who knows?so..i guess..i really shdnt take the risk in workin there.altou the pay is really attractive!=(




I'VE GOTTA LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE.


but im still feeling down.and u aint here ta make things better.


Monday, June 16, 2008
Untitled =)
Actually, I've typed one whole load of chunky words...but I backspaced everything..And Im still constantly backspacing...haha..And now, while Im blogging, tt kerlyn AUNTIE says I really shd update my blog more often..LOL.Just like wat tt cowardly dog said..LMAO. =)

Ok..I shall just blog bout some random happenings in my life recently.

Went ta watch KUNG FU PANDA yest.Total waste of my precious 20 bucks.=(
I think INCREDIBLE HULK wud be more worth it la!!!cant wait ta catch it!!!
And im so waiting fer fer WANTED ta be out!!!

So anyway...yest was dex's 20th birthday...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRANNY GOAT!
haha.My darling viv made a scrap-book fer him..and althou viv says he didnt say much..he was smiling while flipping thru the pages...=)
And im honestly glad tt they are bout ta reach their third mth of r/s.
Cos...well..viv has been thru far too much shit...And as her sis..I dont think tt she deserves those shit tt the past few jerks treated her..

**Viv darl..regardin the question U asked me yest afternoon, u both did different things tgt. so..the memories and feelings cant be compared..but im sure u'll find the answer soon..or
u might already have found it.=) many love!**


As u can see..my life is really a total bore.Tts why i had ta go ta the extend of talking bout my sister's life...haha..

ok..like i said earlier on, my current post is gonna be a super random post..so now,imma talk bout the crazy days i chionged fer my assignments with my crazy babe auntie= KERLYN.lmao
This auntie is ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS late.

**AUNTIE, ur makin me lose trust in u man..heard of the wolf coming story?(LOL.direct translation.) u better nt be late tmr! Or u'll have ta pay fer my share of BAGEL!!!**

maybe she shd sign up fer some time management course la..and maybe..just maybe..I shd sign myself up as well...haha..alrights..I shall let the pictures do the talking!



Auntie kerlyn and I =) and hey AUNTIE, I must say..I do enjoy doing assignments with u!!!!






my signature smile.



Octopuses!!lol.:p



yea..im acting cute.but hey..I dont pose like tt often=)




simply me.

ps* Kerlyn..dont u dare be late tmr! or i'll shit on ur face!!!!


Friday, June 13, 2008
Sex and The City
'never give up in LOVE'. Tts one line I rmbed after i gt out of the theater with viv. Tt lady is one mean lady...kept on hurrying me..ask me ta eat faster. I think she thot I shdnt chew my food.I shd just swallow it straight. LOL. Hmms..althou i've watched the movie befer..I really feel tt the movie is worth fer me ta watch a a zillion times. Til I rmb all their lines. LOL. Its all bout friendship,love and sex... and its bloody hell hilarious!!! And well..I hope ten yrs down the road..or maybe much longer..QING,VIV and I will still shop tgt arm in arm...LOVE U GUYS TA THE MAX!




Actually I wanted ta type much more..but I know tt my blog is no longer personal... Since U'r reading it.And I hate ta hassle myself by making some password and stuff..so..I'll just keep my thots and feelings all deep inside...






Thursday, June 12, 2008
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Im feeling numb all over. Maybe its time I should get immune ta all these...


Monday, June 9, 2008
I HATE JACKY TO THE MAX!
jacky is a pure breed ASS! HATE U!


Friday, June 6, 2008
No title.
LOL.Couldn't think of any title ta describe my day.haha.so anyway, today I had my practical exam.Luckily my grp members rmbed how ta do napkin folding..or i wud have screw my exam man!!But honestly..I wud nv wanna step into F&B industry la!

So den after class, met up wif Zing!!Gawd..I'VE MISSED HER MAN!!!shes still the same.Oh no..correction..She grew taller!!LOL.So did I.haha.Met her up ta have lunch and did some catching up.U know..gossiping and all..And I was so shocked ta discover a change in Zing..SHE BACAME A MEAN FREAK!!well.well.I shant talk bout it..she might just silent me.HAHA.

After lunch, Zing met up wif her bf while i went home.Borrrrrrrrrrriiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnggg.

Zing and I


Thursday, June 5, 2008
All these weird feeeeeeeeeelings.
Actually, just an hour ago, I told viv Im too lazy ta blog.But, well..you know..when certain things cross your mind and when you feel tt its all too tedious ta talk ta someone bout it..blogging might be the best way out..=)

I thot u left.No.Or rather, you left.So why turn ard and pop up tt silly question?When you knw I wud just put tt at the back of my head? LMAO.familiar?U knw how hurtin it was when u used tt as some kind of excuse.WELL.Nvm bout tt anymore.If you so happen ta be reading my blog, I just wanna let u know, I wanna have absolutely no contact with u.PERIOD.If u wanna knw why..sigh..im too lazy ta restart the whole cycle all over agn.

Like I said in one of my earlier post, Im loving every lil happenings in my life now.I have the most awesome sistas, my super kawaii mother, my ferever W.O.W brother..and a cowardly dog fren..=) What more wud I need ta wish fer?! And Im truly starting ta like this whole blogging thingy.It can really amuse me when im down just by reading some juvenile ppl who tries ta grab all the limelight and aimlessly bootlick watever so and so typed.My heart seriously goes out fer this person.WHY? Cos just as shes foolishly insulting othas, she had no idea she was actually mocking herself!I unmistakably remember tt she wanted a fresh new start, w/o us. And yet, she enjoys coming back over and over agn.And just when i thot we cud still stay as frens, she chose ta butt into somethin which totally has gt nth ta do wif her. And wat happens next? She starts reciting her hypocritical lines ta me! ' Chill alright? ' And den..soon after or maybe..even way befer she crapped..she blogged bout supporting somebody.Wats tt called ppl??? Tts hyprocrite. EWW. So wat gives such an oscar nominee the right ta share her views bout friendship? Oh..I think I somehow gt the answer..Cos blogging is a place where u can share your views witj everyone else. So hey..while reading my blog entry, CHILL ALRIGHTS? (=

Alrights..enough bout tt about nonsense tt I just typed.yea.Its truly nonsense ta me.But I was merely typing wat crossed my mind..(=





I hate F.O.A. Did my proj with my classmate til 5 plus am.Cos we just so happen ta be the most responsible ones...LOL.And I only had 2 hrs plus of sleep..Now..just as I type..My eyes are close ta shutting.........................





Taken outside my house


Bad skin day..=(

my signature smile!!! =p





gimme a sign.


Tuesday, June 3, 2008
Urghs!!!
Im so sick of explaining myself.Just let things end at tt conversation we shared.

When qing told me ta read ****'s tagboard..im like..WTH?!I was just saying how i felt..and some 'SOMEONE' insulted my personality/character and mentality.Like hello?? Who are u ta judge me and preach ta me bout Friendship.Utter bull.


GAH.im already so damn stressed up with my assignments.I thot june wud be a better month.guess i was wrong. =(
sigh..i wanna watch daybreak..