My diary,my escape...
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Everything seems to be tumbling down.
I dont know what to do anymore.
My decisions seems to be all wrong and ridiculous in your eyes.
You said you'll never bring up the past but you still do.
The minute I started talking to you again, you resumed been sarcastic about how I've wasted your money.
I just really dont know who to turn to and what to do to make things right.
Everything that I do seems all stupid to you.
Brother is moving out this saturday. Aint you happy?
Vivian asked me if I'll miss my brother earlier this noon..
Truth is, I love him, despite all the nasty words and attitude that I've received from him, I still care for him.
But, the one person whom I can share most of my opinions on this family is leaving me too.


Brain and heart all seems to crashing down.
Guess I need a breather. I need alcohol.

bye world.