My diary,my escape...

Saturday, May 30, 2009

CHEW AND SPIT.

ok, my title is pretty much crap. or maybe, it can actually link up ta my past experience. 'CHEW AND SPIT'. You guys know what I mean? Sometimes, I really ponder if I should try so hard in certain things. But it honestly suck when you keep going in circles, knowing that it'll get you ta nowhere. Why? why cant I let it go? And the worst thing is, I actually enjoy listening ta some songs that reminds me so much of him. Its like, Im pushing myself ta the cliff, unwilling ta let go until perhaps, when I finally get pushed down, den maybe, I'll realise, realise all wasnt worth. But, the truth is, I know it aint worth, but I just keep going in circles. URGHHHS~!!!

Ok, shall do some updates on my recent life. :)

28 May 2009

Went school fer SSEL class. I tell you, its damn boringgg, ta the EXTREME MAX! I practically left the class half the time la. Hate it when she says 'I'll penalize you!' ''you do this, I'll PENALIZE you!'' Like com'on man, stop threatening us la!!! Damn annoying!

So anyways, went Serangoon Gardens with Sindy and Kayleigh fer some cantonese dessert.. Yummilicious la~!!! Mishuelle met us up after that fer K. :)
LETS DO IT AGAIN SOMETIME SOON YEA?!

Ice blended Mango with sago and pearls, Black glutinous rice with yam and coconut milk.

29 May 2009

Met up with Viv and Carissa at Starbucks ta 'study'. ok, I used the aprostrophy because I only did one accounts question. After that, I totally heck it one side la. tsktsk. EXAMS COMING KRISTINE!!! Okay, im gonna study again tmr. haha.
Jerrel came over ta Great world city hours later. Had dinns at Mac and after some 'mama-and-daughter' nagnagnag episode, viv suggested ta sheesha. And off we went! :)
Went home pretty early.Everyone of us were mostly in their own universe, thinking about our stuff and all. Carissa babe revealed one of her darkest secret. I seriously cant believe one can actully love the otha this much. so much ta endure everything.

Carissa, the next will be better yo! :):):)
And Vivian, Im sure he wouldnt want you ta fret so much bout it. Just concentrate on ur job-search k? :)

God, IMISS jzeying, sharifah, jessmin and kerlyn!!!

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Who's gonna fill it ta the

brim?

I dont regret having that tiff, cause I really do hope fer the better.
C and J said that people change. And the scariest part is, the only way ta make things better is ta learn ta adapt ta it. Cause at the end of the day, it'll just be me getting hurt if the otha doesnt realise tt he/she has changed. Im just too afraid tt I cant catch her/her pace.

And its only when this 'declaration tiff' occurred, den I remember tt I have not been sticking ta the goal below. A goal tt I've set earlier this year.
4. Treat myself better.

Its just so hard. Cos I never liked ta spend time alone. Rarely. Unless Im at my lowest point. And thats why I tend ta rely on my dear ones. But its not all that I can always rely and depend on. Sometimes, the closest might just not be one that you've always thought he/she is.

Change is constant. ok, was I speaking Physics? LOL.
But well, I do agree on that.

2006- you wrote, 'i told my mum eu're my only sister. and i do not have a best fren

2007-you wrote, 'never once regret starting the journey with eu.cos eu made me feel wanted even when the one I loved left me. eu made me realise, how important friendship could ever be. This journey is only between eu and me...and I'm sure nobody could ever break the bond.'

It was those sentences above that kept me ta hold on ta this sister-ship.
I just really hope it'll 'only get better'

K session with Kerlyn sweetheart

Random!!

Why cant I shake you off my mind?

Saturday, May 9, 2009

May angels lead you in.

I FINALLY FINISHED UP MY MARKETING ASSIGNMENT!!! (((:
somebody pls pat me on the shoulder pls. I havent been getting sufficient sleep due ta this damn assignment laaa! I really hope I fare well man. Cos its like my very first individual assignment in SIM.And I daresay tt I really put in loadsa effort.not just some shitty work lo.haha.

Anyways, I was so mad when I went ta the photocopy shop yesterday ta get my assignment printed. This stupid lady actually asked me ta print out my assignments myself although I told her that I was really rushing fer time. She just said 'this place is self-service de lo. go print it out yourself. one min 1ocents hor.' I was like, WTF?! one min 10cents??!! Its not like Im using your computer ta surf the net or whatsoever la!! So den, instead of wasting my time ta argue with her, I said,' I only needed one pc coloured.The otha is black and white.'She totally ignored me and continued doing her stuff.

So when I printed them out, both were black and white. I told her but she just said,' TRY AGAIN LA!' so well, I tried again.But it was still in black and white. So I signaled her over and told her.I stood up and was ready ta let her have the seat ta use the computer. But she actually used the most annoying tone on me saying, 'SIT DOWN LA, STAND UP FER WHAT? THE MOST I DONT CHARGE YOU FOR THE 3 PC LA.you want this pc coloured huh?' I was like, already in the BOILING mode. just 'YA' ta her remaining questions thru-out.

But that wasnt the real reason why I was so mad. It was the charges. She actually charged me $1.50 fer 2 pc. $1 fer the coloured pc, 20cents fer the black and white and 30 cents fer the 3 mins usage of her bloody computer.SERIOUSLY, the way that they try so hard ta earn the frigging 30cents is really pathetic la. I wont think twice ta donate dollars, so not ta mention CENTS ta the charity. But really, I find it assed-up. WHY? cos its not like she dont know how ta function the computer. And instead of just taking my thumb-drive from me, get my assignment printed, she chose ta make me use her freaking com which in the end, did not get what I wanted. Why cant she go fer the efficient business method man? really, I despise ppl like that. I'LL NEVER PATRONISE THEM EVER AGAIN! ask me wheres the shop, I'll tell you. LOL.

And guess whats worse? When I reached class, my lecturer actually told us that the assignment is only due next week. I was like..WTHHHHHHHHH~! but oh well, I handed in anyways. haha..

Ok, enough of my rantings. So have you guys bought anytg fer your mummy dearest? Im gonna cook my darling mama dinner! haha. main dish will be.....Fish with Sage and Garlic Sauce. plus butter rice as the side. Sounds yummylicious righttt? No worries, I'll take pictures of it tmr and share it with you guys. I already promised qing that I'll cook fer her if its turns out good. haha.alright, Im off ta some groceries shopping!!! will try ta blog tmr.As most know, Im not a daily blogger..so..yea, I'll try ta find some time ta tmr ta blog!

Have a great weekend peeps!

ps: Zing is my tummy-rubber sis! LOL

Sunday, May 3, 2009

All over again.

Beware peeps! Its gonna be a freaking LOOOOOONG post!

At this very point of time, Im still trying ta recall what did I wanted to start of with.hmms, lets see, how bout a heart-ta-heart night out with my darling zing sis? :)

Met zing up a week back at far east. Had Mee Soto at Far East, shopped a lil, den this woman said she had craving fer POPEYE'S mashed potato. Ok, I must admit one fact here. I absolutely ABHOR mashed potato. Was super reluctant ta try a bite of zing's share initially..but..she told me it taste really different compared ta like, KFC and otha fast food restaurants. So yea, I gave it a try, and totally FELL IN LOVE WITH IT!

Next, we walked ta the end of the SG flyer area. Its totally 'created' fer couples laaa! Its kinda secluded..with SG flyer behind us and Esplande infront of us. :)

hehehe..NOPE, we didnt do anytg "hanky panky"** LOL! (cheeky look with eyebrows jumping )

BUTBUTBUT,,, i still prefer Marine Barrage's night scenery. :)))

PICTURES!

Than, a couple of days later, met viv and gang at SPINELLI. used the net a lil bit, den was shoo-ed away cause they were closing. HAHA. so, just when I thought we were heading home, all decided ta head ta Coffee bean ta hang out a lil bit longer. So thats when the 'FUN' began! played 5,10. haha. look at the picture below! Thats Viv's forfeit! bet she was totally enjoying herself!!! :)

den last tues, met viv up ta shop fer Qing's b'day gift.

EH QING, THKS FER THE DINNER TREAT YAH!!! BUT I'LL NEVER FERGET WHAT YOU SAID WHEN YOU SAW THE GIFT WE GAVE YOU ON THE CAB. why? CAUSE, I BEAR GRUDGES! lol. hahahaha... :) lovelove <3

Den met Viv up on sat fer her photoshoot. Had lunch at Carl's Jr. God, Their Guacamole Burger is just TO DIE FER LAAA!!! But I do regret, fer not listening at viv as to just order one and we share..cos we both ate only half of it each. SO WASTED! :(

whatever it is, after eating that, I cant think of another fast food restaurant that serves something better than Carl's Jr. Or perhaps, I have yet ta savor the best. hahaha..

ok..last picture of my entry.

ps. I dont know what else should I say.