Sunday, March 7, 2010
Gosh, I havent been blogging for ages!!!
Well, I guess Im still trying hard to cope with my prettymuchscrewedup life.
I really miss my room, my mum and my bro.
Despite the fact that my family is no longer living together, I really do miss them.
Since young, I've always thought that my bro dont give a shit bout my existence cuz he's mostly engaged with his W.O.W.
But im really glad that its when times like these, my bro is really here for me to give me the last bit of faith that theres still 'family-love' in this world.
Okay, yes, I gotta admit, its another emo post. But Im really trying to not step too into the emo-zone..so if you cant stand stuff like these, close this window. :)
Friends like Vivian and Kerlyn have been so supportive and all and I really, from the bottom of my heart, appreciate it. Thanks so much dears! Especially Viv, thanks..you know what I mean!
I'll never forget the 25th of February 2009. Cuz it was that day that I was so fcuking humiliated. I feel embarrassed and disgusted with my mum's actions.
Okay, family matters aside. Im so glad I've got into AGNES b! So frigging happy la! Its really fun and colleagues are awfully nice. Am always looking foward to attend work! HAHA! Woots!
Baby is currently on his way to m'sia. Im like waiting anxiously for his call cuz hes expected to call me as soon as he returns! haha. Worried mah. anyways, Im really too loss for words as to how baby have been here for me through-out this nearly 8 months of our relationship.
There has been arguments lately that led to tears, but Im glad with the way baby handled it. He never likes to let arguments carry on to the next day which actually benefits me and baby cuz for one, I dont have to pout and look like some horrifying zombie attending work and two, baby dont have to, hmmmms, Idk, dont have to, doze of in camp? Lol.
Honestly, I learnt alot in this relationship. Or rather, am still learning. After all the tears and laughter we shared, I believe there can be appily ever after. I LOVE YOU BABY.
thanks for everything.
EXTREMELY OUTDATED PICTURES.
Baby!
HAHA. This is so funnay! We were looking at a deck of FHM POKER CARD gals. were like commenting on their CMI looks and all. Srsly have got no idea which gal made me give that LOOK. LOL.
BABY, Ai-shi-te-ru! <3
