Finding Solace


Im trapped in my own thots.
Not fantasies..but my darkest fear..
Im afraid.
Althou my mates ard me have tried all ways ta assure me..all the recent deaths are horrifying me.
Just as much as I wud very much wanna tell myself tt it'll all be alright,I cant..specially when its been happening time and agn.

I dont knw what can I do ta convince myself.
Im having an anxiety..tt I might....
Im getting distressed over smtg tt have yet ta be proven.

*God.pls tell me what ta do.